you gave meaning in my life,
you gave me reason to love.
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
gandang gabi mga tao.. ala lng.. mjo matagal na ako di nagpost kaya eto... nakapagpost na rin ako sa wakas... haay.. grabe... eto ung pinaka emotional week ko so far... as in sooooobbbrang emotional... grabe..
andaming nangyari na hindi ko maintindihan... lam ko kasalanan ko rin eh.. masyado akong nagiisip ng kung anu ano... basta ganun.. una, we had so many problems concerning my relationship with her.. as in soobrang nakakatakot na problems..
nalaman ko kcng parang may hinahangaan siyang guy..(crush sa english..) tapos aun.. nagreact ako.. normal nmn un diba?? diba?.. basta aun.. akala ko tlga bbtawan ko na cya... pero alam ko hindi tama un.. alam kong mahal nya ako and its stupid to let go of someone u aren't ready to lose.. kaya aun... buti nmn naayos namin... and now its ok again...
buti nmn at naayos nmin un.. we're not ready to lose each other.. and i know that.. and i believe she knows it as well.. we should be strong.. kelangn ko na rin wag msyadong magicp ng mga kung anu anong bagay.. i must trust her more.. i must have more faith in her loyalty.. at imbes na magalit sa mga bgay na ayaw kong mgawa o gnwa nya, i must learn to enjoy everything we do.. alam ko hindi pa permanent ang pagsasama nmin.. we still have lots more learn regarding our relationship.. it's not a one sided issue... dapat magkasama kming pagbutihin at patatagin ang relasyong iniingatan nmin..
andami kong natutunan sa experience na to dis week.. at alam ko marami pa yan.. nagsisimula pa lng kmi eh.. khit na almost 2 years ko na cya kilala, 2 months pa lng kmi sa bagong stage ng relationship nmin... we should take it one step at a time.. hehehe.. basta ganun..
nga pala, beh, cncya kna.. di ako nakapag ym sau kgd... madami kcng ginawa si katrina eh.. alangan nmng paalisin ko sya dba, comp nila toh.. hehehe... sory po tlga...