you gave meaning in my life,
you gave me reason to love.
Tuesday, January 31, 2006
woah! it's been quite a while since i last posted hir.. and ol those tyms, i've been thinking of something i wasn't quite sure of: do i still have to update my blog?
i mean it seems nonsense. nobody's reading it. (well, at least some might do..) but all in all, it's just a waste of time. nobody cares if i failed a long test in math or if i received my first award in highschool ryt? this is my life. they dont care about it. it's a waste of time. well, that was what i realized after someone tagged in a few days back. he said something sarcasticaly. then it made me wonder....
"oh yeah, bkit nga ba ako post ng post eh wala namng nagbabasa ng mga posts ko?!"
i mean, he's right. nobody seem to notice the things i have to say. it's like talking to the air. you kept blabbering of stuff to it but you'll never hear it reply anything except a sudden gust of wind. his words made me wonder. he opened my eyes of what i am doing. posting something here might just be a freakin' waste of time, energy, and electricity. i mean, i could have just textd something to someone if i had to share it. why then share it to the world?! not all people care ryt? it seems meaningless to put something, post it, blog, then read ryt?
haay. maybe it's just wrong to put up something in my blog. sure ur blogs might have lots of guests. but as for me, hahaha.. it's worthless. haay... i dont know why his words stuck in my mind.. i dont know why...............
