you gave meaning in my life,
you gave me reason to love.
Tuesday, January 31, 2006
woah! it's been quite a while since i last posted hir.. and ol those tyms, i've been thinking of something i wasn't quite sure of: do i still have to update my blog?
i mean it seems nonsense. nobody's reading it. (well, at least some might do..) but all in all, it's just a waste of time. nobody cares if i failed a long test in math or if i received my first award in highschool ryt? this is my life. they dont care about it. it's a waste of time. well, that was what i realized after someone tagged in a few days back. he said something sarcasticaly. then it made me wonder....
"oh yeah, bkit nga ba ako post ng post eh wala namng nagbabasa ng mga posts ko?!"
i mean, he's right. nobody seem to notice the things i have to say. it's like talking to the air. you kept blabbering of stuff to it but you'll never hear it reply anything except a sudden gust of wind. his words made me wonder. he opened my eyes of what i am doing. posting something here might just be a freakin' waste of time, energy, and electricity. i mean, i could have just textd something to someone if i had to share it. why then share it to the world?! not all people care ryt? it seems meaningless to put something, post it, blog, then read ryt?
haay. maybe it's just wrong to put up something in my blog. sure ur blogs might have lots of guests. but as for me, hahaha.. it's worthless. haay... i dont know why his words stuck in my mind.. i dont know why...............
*i just wanna be with you*
5:15 PM
Thursday, January 19, 2006
haay.. last day of the week na para samin.. hahahah! ala kc kming pasok bukas.. umm.. may outing ung faculty ng hs.. duffy delainey day2 kc eh.. hahahah!! woohoo!!! ala lng...
umm.. so bale, andami nangyari ngaung linggong ito.. hehehe.. hindi ko naa-upd8 kc lagi eh.. alang tym.. pero ngaun, ders lots of tym so here it goes.... hahahahahha...
monday... absent ako sa class ko.. asa batangas kmi kc buong wikend preparing for the 1st year death anniv. ng tito ko.. astig.. andaming tao.. parang fiesta.. hahahaha!! dami pagkain, and stuff.. ako, asa bahay lng most of the tym.. kinig ng cd(ultra electro magnetic jam, eheads anthology, sponge, etc... go eheads!!!!!), nuod tv, txt, etc.. basta aun.. tapos dumating kmi sa bahay mga 8:30 na ata... so, bihis, nuod onti, fix things, then off to bed...
tuesday... kakabalik ko lng from school.. astig.. ala raw ginawa sa computer kc pinoste sila.. hahahah!!! sa tapat ng mst meaning sa arawan.. hahaha.. basang basa sila ng pawis at alang magawa.. hahahaha!!! basta aun.. saya.. its gud to be bak to scul.. i missed them.. hahahah!!!
wednesday... ala nmng nangyari.. cympre org day.. unang agenda, important dates to remember... hahaha! una, ung retreat day nmin, instead of dis weekend, sa feb 4-5 na lng daw kc ala makitang malapit na place.. kaya nilipat.. at sa moro daw ung retreat.. eh di aus??? hahaha!!! cympre masaya ao kc makakasama ako sa gmik nmin ng kaibigan ko sa saturday!!! yahoo!!! hahahaha.. tapos ung concert nmin, moved na rin.. from feb10, naging feb11 kc dun free ung hayes hall.. astig,.. nuod na nmn ng banda.. sana mkksama ako.. hahaha!! after org, diretso uwi... ala msyado gawa... ders somthing missing... kulang araw eh..
thursday... ngaun.., heheheh... aga uwi kc alang ssp period.. cguro dhil may meeting..hehehe.. para bukas.. tpos, kasama ko si marvz na kumuha ng make up long test sa bio.. saya.. chipipay.. hahahah!! wierd ng isang tanong..
"if u learn dat the baby ur wife is carrying has chromosomal abnormalities, will u terminate ur wife's pregnancy? explain y or y not."
hahaha!!! ganda ng question noh?? cympre hindi dba? dhil lng ba different ung anak mo, papatayin mo na cya? of course not.. hehehhe.. he/she was born out of love kaya dpt, mmhalin din cya.. hehehehe.. (nax!! prang totoong tatay na noh?!) heheheh... all in all it was a gud day today,.. pero may kulang uli.... haay... and i know wat dat is.....
it's at least a single text from her.. khit isa lng.. ang saya ko na.... hehehehe.. ingat ka palagi ah.. im missing u soo much... lam ko busy ka sa exams mo.. gudluck and take care always.. wag ka magppgod msyado... i love u....
*i just wanna be with you*
5:24 PM
Tuesday, January 17, 2006
wala akong maisulat.. tinatamad.. wala sa mood.. badtrip... ewn ko kung bkit.. iniisip ko.. yung bagay, ayoko...
*i just wanna be with you*
5:30 PM
Monday, January 09, 2006
la ngyari ngaun... tests, projects.... pero alang homework!! yahoo!!!
1/02/06 ala nmng ngyri.. hehehe... text magdamag.. about stuff.. and so on and so forth.. hehhee.. dmi katxt.. pero cympre my certain someone ako na inaabangan palagi.. hahahaha.. basta aun...
1/03/06 12-1am.. eh di aun.. cya n lng ktxt ko.. heheheh.. dami pinagusapan.. dmi ko tanong.. hahahahha... basta un.. sbi ko i can wait pa nmn cguro.. hehehe.. sbi nya dpt rw makaya ko.. hahahahaha!! basta aun.. tapos it came.. hehehe.. saya... soooooobbbbrrrraaannnnnng saya... hahahahahaha... halos di makatulog... saiang hndi personal.. i missed my chance ng magkita kmi eh.. basta aun...
so thats it people... thats my vacation... dmi happenings.. pero lht masaya... hahahahahahah!! hope u had a fun vacation too!!!!!! ingats...
end......
*i just wanna be with you*
4:16 PM
Wednesday, January 04, 2006
haay.. hehehe.. namiss ko magpost dito ah.. hahahaha!! buti na lng masaya bakasyon ko.. lalo na sa probinsya ng catandala ibaan batangas... hehehehehehe.....
12/24 umm... nu ba nangyari d2, dumating kmi sa bhay... diretso sa taas tapos sabay labas ng gitara saka tugtog.. heheheh... di pa ako msyado marunong pero ok lng.. andun cla ekan at iba ko pa pinsan. tapos kita nmin si dane kaya pinapunta nmin.. pina tono ko ung gitara kc sbi nya ala raw sa tono khit na sbi ko natono na un.. tapos inikot ng inikot ung string.. kinalabasan- lalong ala sa tono.. hahahaha!!.. basta aun.. tpos naicipng maggalagala.. punta mabalor, my pinuntahan.. dun kmi sa babang kwarto tpos kita nmin hnggang sa probinsya dala nya notebooks nya.. tibay.. heheheh.. nakita ko rin ung mga pics nya sa wallet nya.. di nga lng ako nakahingi ng isa khit na sinabi nya na bibigyan nya ako ng isa.. tama.. makakalimutn nga cya.. hehehehe.. ΓΌ so aun.. tapos labas kmi punta kila dane.. tambay sa kubo... malamig pala.. ahehehehe.. may dala akong jacket nun eh.. pero nilamig ako.. hehehe.. basta aun.. hehehehehe... nagkwntuhan sa kubo.. andami tanong ng mga bbae.. ehehehe.. buti nkasagot ako este kming lahat pla.. hehehe.. tapos balik mabalor at may hinatid.. suot nga pla niya jacket ko kya nilamig ako.. pero hbng naglalakd, mjo di ako nilamig kasi... basta aun.... ehehehe... pasko bukas!!!
12/25 pasko!! woohoo!! 1st tym aftr how many years kmi nagpasko sa batangas... simba muna sa umaga.. tpos tambay ng konti sa bhay.. tapos lakad n nmn sa kng san san.. tumambay kmi kila dane.. hehhe.. (sarap na tambayan dun!!) kwentuhan.. apat kmi nun... aq, dane, ekan, howell... saya.. nga pla.. andun ung kptid ni dane... si david.. ambait ah.. nagserve ng plato, tpos baso.. tapos dinala ung natitirang cake at tska coke... ambilis naubos... kc.. kc konti na lng... ahehehe.. tpos picture kmi kc dala ni howell cam nya.. una normal pose.. tpos sweet posing.. heheheh.. nakaakbay ako ky dane tpos nakasandal sya sakin.. (ang sweet!!!) basta aun.. hehehe.. turing ko na ky dane kptd kya ala un... eheheheheh... tpos aun, naglakad... hoping to see her... nakita ko nga.. sa malayo... kaya tambay sa tindahan... tos w8 kmi.. kala nmin di na cla lalabas.. pero nakalabas... so finally, ngkita kmi.. heheheh.. diretso kina rian at tambay.. (tambay nga lng ba??!!) basta un.. tinamaan ata ako.. pero pti katabi ko tinamaan eh.. hehehe.. basta un... tpos more more and more.. hahahahaha....
12/26and 27 saia kaya dis day.. basta bihis kmi ng gabi.. sayawan.. di natuloy kc umulan.. diretso kina renz tambay.. dami kmi.. (mga 12 ata kmi dun...) hahaha.. saia ni ate ana.. hahahaha! lasing na.. hehehe.. tpos nagsiuwian na.. hatid si dane sa bahay... hahahaha.. tpos balik kmi kila renz.... mga 2:30 am na un.. hehehe.. tapos inom cla.. ako nakaupo.. sarap ng upo ko.. tapos umakyat, upo sa dilim.. may katabi.. hahahahaha... basta aun... saya... :p hehehehehhehe...
tapos sa gabi, mjo badtrip kc la na msyadong oras magusap.. ng matino ah.. punta kila jay.. tambay sa kubo nila.. naglabas ng isang case ng beer.. sabi kalahati lng.. pero naubos ata nila.. ewan.. 2 baso lng ako eh.. puno.. pero may kahati.. hahahaha.. tibay.. pero umalis din kmi.. naiwan sya.. ok lng kc pinsan nya ung mga un.. tapos pnta kila dane.. tambay... kc last day na eh.. ako nag aalala.. txt txt lng.. sabi 8 daw cla dun.. sya lng babae... ayaw pa umalis... kakabadtrip... pero txt ko pa rin... buti nmn at umuwi na rin.. sbi kukuhanin ung fone.. napaluha ako?! hahahahah.. yos lng... ganun tlga eh.. hehhehe.. balik kmi mabalor para matulog.. bgo matulog naisip cya.. haaaaay...
12/28 gising maaga.. kain, tulong sa paglinis ng konti, tapos naglakad pauwi.. bili lomi, tapos kain lomi.. ligo, tapos hintay.. makikipaglibing daw.. pagdaan ng maraming makikipaglibing, alis kmi, bye bye bahay, byebye memories... basta un... tapos sa may ilog nakita ko sya.. nakadungaw.. katabi lola nya.. hehehehe.. di nmn bumaba sa simbahan.. aus lng... tapos lakad hnggang sementeryo... kita ko sya.. nagkatinginan.. tapos txt... usap konti... tapos paalam.. haay... ayaw tumawa... sbi magkakahiwalay tau, tatawa pa sya... hehehe... yos lng.. masaya un.. hehehe... tapos kmi, sakay mazda, uwi na.... txt txt, kain sinturis.... heheheheh.. nakauwi rin....
12/31 bisperas ng new year... hehehehe... dmi gawain.. asa bahay buong araw.. tulong konti, tulog ng marami, nuod ng sobra... haahahah... ganda ng kungfu hustle.. hehehe... tapos 11:56, nagsindi na ng lusis at fountain.. astig..... hehehehehe.. happy new year... tried tumawag... di makontak... heheheh]
1/01/06 new year na!!! hahahaha.. dami kain.. meja noche... hmm... sarap... hipon with sprite dressing, spageti, siomai, bbq, andami.. hahaha,... tapos kinalahati ko ung white wine.. kmi lng ni tito egay.. hahahaha.. astig.. nahilo ako.. tapos tumawag uli.. nakacontact.. saya.. hahahahah.. happy new year..!!
